Don't question...(fukuro)

rat looks at her "what was that baka?!" he pins her to the floor "if i wanted you gone forever i would have done it already... i could have done it while you were asleep." he flips out his knife and puts it in her hands he holds it to his throat "if you want to trade lives go ahead kill me now baka! feel the burden i have to walk around with!" he presses the knife into his neck more a little pit of blood trickles down the blade.

Teion's hand was shaking, she couldn't do it. "If you don't want me gone... then tell me why... why haven't you killed me yet!"

rat glares at her "because i don't want to!" he keeps the knife pressed to his throat.

"I guess that but why!"  Teion still had tears in her eyes, she was so confused right now.

rat looks at her and blushes lightly "you don't need to know.. i have my reason!"

Teion grit her teeth that wasn't the answer she wanted. "You've said that before! Just tell me why... Don't you have any trust in me?!"

rat switches the blade around and growls at her "i trust no one! thats how i have to live if i show weakness i feel like i can die!"

"So that's really what you think...?" She had tears falling. "I wish I never loved you!"

rat blinks and looks at her "you....you l..l...lov....loved me?" he had a shocked look on his face. he dropped his knife and gets off of teion.

"Yeah, loved, past tense. After that thought I hate you!" Teion said still crying.

rats eyes turn back to cold and angery after hearing teion say she hated him. "whatever i don't care anyway!" he gets up and flips his knife closed.

Teion cried putting her head in her knees. Everything her had been going down hill ever sense she left home. And the one time that things finally looked up for her she ruined it.

rat growls "quit crying it shows weakness baka..." he turns his back.

"At least I can admit my feelings unlike you!" Teion shouted looking at Rat.

rat looks at the ground sadly and walks out the door "am late for my meeting.." he runs away off to the hour long meeting. once he gets out he walks back to the apartment "i wonder if shes going to try and lock me out."

The door wasn't locked and the chain lock wasn't on the door either. Teion wasn't even in the room, neither was any of her stuff. There was a note on the bed: 'Rat. I've realized that you can't stand me. To ease whatever pain I cause you, I'm leaving. It was clear from the moment we met that what I felt was one sided. I don't see a reason in only hurting myself with a man I can't have... This is goodbye... Maybe forever... And I'm sure you would prefer it be forever... -Signed Teion.'

rat reads the note when he gets in. he grips the note and runs to the window "BAKA!!!!! BAKA WHERE ARE YOU?!" he hops out the window and starts running.

Teion stood at the cliff looking down at the bottom. "One careless tumble... One false step... That's all it'll take..." Teion said to herself as she edged herself closer to the edge.

rat sighs and runs by the cliff "Baka! Baka!" he looks at the edge and sees teion. he runs up behind her and the throws her away from the edge "baka!" he pins her to the ground "why do you want to die so badly baka?!"

"Why do you think! I'm broke! The only person I love want's nothing to do with me! My guitarist career has gone nowhere! Why shouldn't I die when I have nothing to live for?!"

rat growls and covers his eyes "baka!" he looks away trying to think of a way to say something that was in his head.

"Why do you bother leaving me alive when you clearly have no interest in me?! Why do you keep me alive when you don't want to even know me?! You obviously hate me so just let me die!"

rat glares upset at her "shut up baka! am...am trying to think.." he puts her hand to his heart that was beating fast. he blushes deeply and looks at.

Teion blushed. "You... You like me..?"

rat blushes and gets off her. he keeps his back to her he didn't answer.