Mentally Lost~ (berry)

"Well can you tell if it's a good or bad one?" White asked.

Zero looks at him "seems fine.."

Later that night. Jax was having a nightmare he dreamed of vampires possibly because his father said something about it. He remembered when he had left his mom and real father in the cave and went to challenge Wes. Wes had wanted to see if he had his genetic blood and drank from his neck. It had frightened Jax even though he stayed brave through the whole thing.
He tossed in turned in bad and then woke up screaming when he opened his eyes he saw his whole room was covered in blood. The minute someone opened the door opened the blood was gone.


(THE SAD MOMENT WHEN I THOUGHT ABOUT BRINGING WES BACK WAY LATER MWAHAHAHA)

Zero walks in "what's up?"

White follows behind Zero peering over his shoulder worriedly.
"Did you see...all that blood in my room?" Jax gasped trying to snap back to reality.

Zero shakes his head "no.." He sniffs the room "I don't even smell any blood..." He looks at him "your ok there was no blood.."

White pushes Zero out the door. "Go back to bed love this is a mother son thing I know more about."

Zero sighs "whatever.."

(Right now Laurel I am talking to a Wes... and I am just like hurr hurr hurr you don't understand what kind of person you are in the character world. Keep being innocent in real life you peasant mwahahahah LOL)

"Ignore him," White said shutting the door in Zero's face. She came and sat next to Jax. He rested his head in her lap and she cradled his head like when he was a child. "He still has a bit of the Dark Angel in him so he will forever have a sour attitude...but he loves us."

"When will I over come this.." Jax mumbled.
"It's going to take awhile to get over what Wes did to you..."
They talked for an hour and then White went to bed.
Jax fell asleep and woke up in the morning.

Lucas was walking with his brother to school again. He was a little early.

Jax had been extremely early. He sat in the grass as usual. He had to get out of the house and away from his parents. For all he knew his father thought he was crazy.

Lucas looks at jax and walks over "yo whatcha doing here so early?"

"Just...stress at home. It's me. Not them though." Jax sighed.

Lucas looks at him "what makes you think that?"

"I don't want to talk about it...I'm insane that's all there is too it." Jax said closing in on himself. He really never wanted to speak again or see...blood again.

Lucas looks at him "your not insane .. Your scared.."

"No I am crazy. What is there to be scared about? All my enemies are gone... I just don't know how to adjust or love anyone. I was trapped for too long. I am officially insane." Jax sighed.

Lucas chuckles "trust me your not.. Your afraid of memories.."

"I am afraid of the now too...I'm scared of the future. When my dad showed his face after Wes's death. An angel came up to me told me I wasn't okay. That I'd probably turn out like my dad and go psychotic..." Jax said looking down at the grass.

Lucas shrugs "you can believe what someone tells you about your future or can live how you want.. Don't dwell on what could happen.."

"It's hard to heal. I don't even know the first step." Jax said.

Lucas looks at him "over come what you fear.."

"How.." Jax paused. "I know I ask a lot. I must seem annoying. I don't really know how to talk to people."

Lucas looks at him and smiles "it's fine to ask alot of questions it's how you get to know someone or something.." He chuckles "you just stare your fear in the face and say screw off you don't bug me!"

"That's kind of complicated. I'd be pushing the whole world away if I did that. Every little thing bothers me..." Jax mumbled.