Pictionary (Berry)

"What I mean is that earlier in my life I was used by and stepped on by a lot of people, and I never realized it until they threw me aside.." Jackie said.

Soul looks at him "but now you have so many people who care for you.." He looks at the ground and sighs.

"I guess, but the number is smaller than you think. I've been used countless times, thinking I was helping them and that they would help me." Jackie said.

Soul looks at him and pins him to the bed "I want someone to care for me like they do you I want them to love me and see only me.. That's what you have.. You should stop thinking of the past and be happy with what you have now.."

Jackie smiled and looked at Soul. "You should be taking your own advice.." Jackie said pulling Soul in. He kissed Soul tenderly.

Soul blushes and looks at him surprised.

"Soul.." Jackie wrapped his arms around Soul and kissed him tenderly again. "You may think that the person from your past may never come back, and that may be true, but you can't waste time dwelling on it. You need to take what you have and love what you have."

Soul looks at him "but what do I have I've made everyone hate me so I wouldn't get hurt.." He looks away "besides I don't dwell on the past.." He nuzzles him lightly "your so warm.."

Jackie nuzzled Soul back. ...This felt.. right for some reason. Jackie was actually happy, smiling with a light smile at Soul.

Soul blushes "stop it.. Why are you so happy?"

"This feels.. right." Jackie said.

Soul looks at him "how?"

"I don't know.. It just does." Jackie said holding Soul close.

Soul blushes lightly "what about Ukyo, joker, and Sei?"

"I still love them.. but something about this seems better.. I can't explain it..." Jackie said.

Soul looks at him "Ukyo won't be happy you know that right?" He smirks and chuckles.

Jackie looked away before answering. "I know..."

Soul looks at him and pats his head.

Jackie kept holding Soul close. Jackie rested his head on Souls chest.

Soul looks at him and closes his eyes.

Jackie closed his eyes and eventually fell asleep.

Soul falls asleep.

Sei was freaking out not knowing where Jackie was.

Jackie woke up before Soul did in the morning. Jackie gout out of bed carefully so he didn't wake up Soul. He quickly looked around the house and found the picture he had been looking for a ripped it up into pieces and threw them away. Jackie got dressed and wrote a note saying that he would be out for a walk and would be back around noon latest. He put the note on the night stand and left Soul's house. Jackie did feel bad about leaving Soul, even with the excuse note. Jackie walked away from Souls house a bit, enough so that the house was out of sight, and tapped the club tattoo. Jackie felt embarrassed that Sei would see him wearing the clothes that Soul had, had him wear yesterday though.

Sei runs to Jackie as soon as soon the tattoo glows. "Jackie are you alright?!"

Soul had woke up as Jackie was getting dressed. He sighs as he reads the note and rolls his eyes. He runs a hand through his hair and lays down.

"I'm fine.. I found the picture of me and Joker and tore it to pieces.." Jackie said.